Pain Of the Heart

I have guess well that i should just walk away.........Again tonight his phone is engage again.......Look like he busy dating with someone else....He like ignoring me.....So the answer to that is to walk away with a broken heart.......Erm......Sad to say its going to be that way..... Argh.....Why do i feel this way since last night.....He doesn't even bother to reply me..........It show that i don't mean anything to him anymore or that i'm going crazy.......Once letting go he will never come back....

The one thing i love about him that he was telling the truth to me.....I'm taking to remember if there was a promise from me to him...and him to me......Erm.........

SAYING GOODBYE IS ALWAYS HARD

Last night i SMS 0307.......The way my words come out sound like i', saying goodbye to him.....All this long i starter to feel weird since january of this year(17/01/2009)......I still love and miss him so......But it feel like that i should let him go eventhough my heart will break.......My heart is breaking when i sent 5 long page of SMS at 1am........I don't know what is he thinking now after reading it.......He like always stay quiet..........Which is so frusting to see and hear.......Argh......



Anyway to be continue....Need to go to work 1st....

PEOPLE BE WARE ABOUT SMS SCAM

SERIOUSLY PEOPLE....JUST BECAUSE THE SMS SAID THAT YOU WON HOW MANY THOUSAND OF POUNDS (BRITISH MONEY).....IT'S A SCAM FROM UK OR WHERE EVER IT'S FROM......JUST BECAUSE THE SENDER IS STATED THAT IT FROM "TELECOM" FROM UK.......LIKE BULLSHIT!!! SERIOUSLY PEOPLE, JUST BECAUSE SOME OF YOU HAVEN'T EXPERIENCE SOMETHING LIKE THIS.....NEVER EVER TRY IT EVEN THOUGH YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW IT WORK......LIKE THAT IS SO GREEDY WANTING TO KNOW IF IT'S REAL OR NOT......


EXAMPLE CASE NUMBER ONE.....

MY OWN FATHER JUST RECEIVE A SMS FROM TELECOM OF UK......IT STATED THAT HE HAD WON 410,000 POUNDS(LIKE I CARE WHATS THE AMOUNT. THE SMS ALSO CONTENT A UK PHONE NUMBER AND A EMAIL......
AND SERIOUSLY HE IS LIKE LETS TRY IT...."I NEVER RECEIVE A SMS LIKE THIS....I WANT TO KNOW HOW THEY SCAM YOU!" LIKE WHAT THE F***.......I DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER SENDING AN EMAIL TO THE SCAMMER.....LIKE I CARE TO DO IT............



LIKE OMG!!!!!!! THAT IS STUPID.....LIKE I SAID OVER AND OVER AGAIN TO HIM THAT IT IS A SCAM....BUT NO....HE STILL WANT TO KNOW....LIKE HELLO.....EMAILING THE SCAMMER IS LIKE GIVING THEM THE WOOD TO BURN IN THE FIRE.........



SO PEOPLE WHO ARE READING THIS.....PLEASE BEWARE THAT THERE IS A LATEST SMS SCAM HITTING DST USER....BUT I DON'T KNOW IF IT IS HITTING THE BMOBILE USER

MAD ~~~ Ne Yo

She’s starin’ me
I’m sittin’ wonderin’ what she’s thinkin’

Nobody’s takin’ ‘cause talkin’ just turns into screamin’

And now it’s I’m yellin’ over her, she yellin’ over me

All that means is neither of us is listening

And what’s even worse?

That we don’t even remember why we’re fighting

So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting for

Nothin’,crying for

Nothing, whoa

But we won’t let it go for

Nothing, no not for

Nothing, this should be

Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it’s gonna rain

But baby, can we make up now?

‘cause I can’t sleep through the pain

Can’t sleep through the pain

Girl, I don’t wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don’t want you to go to bed mad at me

No, I don’t wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don’t want you to go to bed mad at me

Oh no no no

And it gets me upset

Girl when you’re constantly accusing

Askin’ questions like you already know

We’re fighting this war

Baby when both of ud are losing

This ain’t the way that love is supposed to go

Whoa, what happened to workin’ it out?

We’ve fall into this place

Where you ain’t backin’ down and I ain’t backin’ down

So what the hell do we do now?

It’s all for

Nothing, fighting for

Nothin’,crying for

Nothing, whoa

But we won’t let it go for

Nothing, no not for

Nothing, this should be

Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it’s gonna rain

But baby, can we make up now?

‘cause I can’t sleep through the pain

Can’t sleep through the pain

Girl, I don’t wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don’t want you to go to bed mad at me

No, I don’t wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don’t want you to go to bed mad at me

Oh no no no

Oh, baby this love ain’t gonna be perfect

Perfect, perfect, oh oh

And just how good it’s gonna be

We can fuss and we can fight

Long as everything’s all right between us

Before we go to sleep

Baby, we’re gonna be happy, oh

Oh baby, I know sometimes it’s gonna rain

But baby, can we make up now?

‘cause I can’t sleep through the pain

Can’t sleep through the pain

Girl, I don’t wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don’t want you to go to bed mad at me

No, I don’t wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don’t want you to go to bed mad at me

Oh no no no

Fight the bad feeling - T-Max

eotteokhanya jakku nappeun maeumeul meokge dwae
mianhae

ireomyeoneun andoeneungeol ara
geojitmal geojitmarira malhamyeon
naemaeumi dasi doragalkka
nunmurina
neomu mianhaeseo nungil motjugo
gaseumapa
cheotmadireul mwollo hae
saenggaganna

ttutdu ttutthtutdu ttutduru ttutdut ttutdu
ppapba ppapbapba

geudaen jakku nareul
nappeun maeumeul meokge hae
geudaereul itneun maeum
naegeneun joheun mam anya
neomu nappeun maeumiya
nappeun mamiya nappeun mamiya
uri sarang yeongwonhi eobseojijianha

nappeun maeumeul meokge hae
geudaereul itneun maeum
naegeneun joheun mam anya
neomu nappeun maeumiya
neomu nappeun mamiya neomu nappeun maeumiya
urisarang jiuneungeon
neomu nappeun maeumiya

ibyeori sirheunde geunyang neorang heeojigin jugeodo sirheo

museunmalhago jebal nal jaba jebal
jeongmal nae maeum byeonhage hajimalgo yejeoncheoreomman

dajeonghage
geunyang yeppeuge naman bwajugo
ttaseuhage
hanmadiman haejumyeon
sowoneobseo

ttutdu ttutthtutdu ttutduru ttutdut ttutdu
ppapba ppapbapba

geudaen jakku nareul
nappeun maeumeul meokge hae
geudaereul itneun maeum
naegeneun joheun mam anya
neomu nappeun maeumiya
nappeun mamiya nappeun mamiya
uri sarang yeongwonhi eobseojiji anha

nappeun maeumeul meokge hae
geudaereul itneun maeum
naegeneun joheun mam anya
neomu nappeun maeumiya
neomu nappeun mamiya neomu nappeun maeumiya
urisarang jiuneungeon
neomu nappeun maeumiya


English Translation:

what do i do. i keep having a bad thoughts.
i’m sorry

i know that i can’t be like this
if i say that it’s a lie, a lie
will my heart go back
tears fall
i can’t even look at you because i’m so sorry
my heart hurts
what do i say first
i can’t think

dootdooo dootdootdoo dootdooloo dootdoot dootdoo
bbamba bbambamba

you keep making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
our love will never go away.. never

making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
erasing our love.. it’s such a bad thought

i don’t like farewells..
just breaking up with you.. i don’t like it even if i die

kindly
just think of me kindly
warmly
if you just say one word
i have no other wish

dootdooo dootdootdoo dootdooloo dootdoot dootdoo
bbamba bbambamba

you keep making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
our love will never go away.. never

making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
erasing our love.. it’s such a bad thought

i don’t like farewells..
just breaking up with you.. i don’t like it even if i die

Lucky - Ashily

Nan himi deulttaemyeon Lucky in my life!
Geudaega kkumcheoreom dagaoneyo

Seulpeo jilttaemyeon nan Lucky in my dream!
Geudae ttaseuhage nareul kkok gamssajuneyo

Eonjena i-reoke useoyo na~ sesangi himdeulge haedo nan jeoldae
Nunmureun bo-igo sipjin anchyo~ nae mameul moreuneun geudaerado-
Meolliseo-rado geudaeui geu misoreul ganjikhalsuisseo dahaengijyo

Ulgo sipeulttaen Lucky in my love!
Sangsangsok geudaega meotjyeoboyeoyo

Uljeokhaejimyeon nan Lucky in my world!
Geudae kkumgyeolcheoreom nareul kkok anajujyo

Geuraeseo i-reoke useoyo nar~ sesangi himdeulge haedo nan jeoldae
Nunmureun bo-igo sipjin anchyo~ nae mameul moreuneun geudaerado-
Meolliseo-rado geudaeui geu misoreul ganjikhalsuisseo dahaengijyo

Nan neomu areumdawo- nan neomu haengbokhangeol-
Oeroun sesange nan~ tto naesowoneul damayo

Geuraeseo i-reoke useoyo nar~ sesangi himdeulge haedo nan jeoldae
Nunmureun bo-igo sipjin anchyo~ nae mameul moreuneun geudaerado-
Meolliseo-rado geudaeui geu misoreul ganjikhalsuisseo dahaengijyo

Geudae hangeoreumman dagawayo

Because i'm stupid - SS501

Nae meoriga neomuna nappaseo
Neo hanapakke nan moreugo
Tareun sarameun pogoittneun neon
Ireon naema-eumdo moreugettji

Neoui harue naran eoptgettji
Tto chu'eokjoch'a eoptgettjiman
Neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
Chakku nunmuli heureugoisseo

Neoui dwaetmoseubeul poneungeotdo nan haengbokiya
Ajik naui ma-eumeul mollado
Kkeutnae seuch'ideusi kado

Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen
Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

Neoui harue nan eoptgettji
Tto kieokjoch'a eoptgettjiman
Neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
Honja ch'ueokeul mandeulgo isseo

Naegen sarangiran areumdaun sangch'eokat'a
Neoui yeppeun misoreul poado
Hamkke nan utjido mothae

Niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
Kaseum sirigo seulp'eun naleneun
Niga pogosip'ta ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

Bye, bye, never say goodbye
Ireohke chapji mothajiman
I need you amu maldo mothae I want you
Paraedo dasi paraedo

Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen
Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU

Niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
Kaseum sirigo seulp'eun naleneun
Niga pogosip'ta ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

Yearning of the heart - Ast'1

Ashwiun maeumingeol, ashwiun maeumingeol
Kyeote isseodo eonjena keuriungeol
Hey my girl, yuri cheoreom naegen bulanhan maeumingeol
Ashwiun maeumingeol, ashwiun maeumingeol
Kyeote isseodo eonjena keuriungeol
Hey my girl, idaero neol pumane dago shipo

Hessal dalmeun neowi keu miso
Barameul dalmeun ni hyangi
Ddaddeuhan sumkyeol
Singkeureoun neowi nunbichi joha
Haengboke hanadul chwihan
Sarangi kkumi dwilkkabwa
Da sarajilkkabwa
Kyeote ineun ni soneul kkok jabke dwae

(Shashalal Shashalal) Hey my girl, be my girl
Shashalal Shashalala in my heart, yeongweonhi meomulrojwo

Ashwiun maeumingeol, ashwiun maeumingeol
Kyeote isseodo eonjena keuriungeol
Hey my girl, yuri cheoreom naegen bulanhan maeumingeol
Ashwiun maeumingeol, ashwiun maeumingeol
Kyeote isseodo eonjena keuriungeol
Hey my girl, idaero neol pumane dago shipo

Oh nan neomaneul bomyeon neomu dugeundae
Neon ireon nal bomyeonseo neul ugonhae
Ireonke sarangkka
Ireonke haengbok ilkka
Maeil achim nuneul ddeugimaneul you know

Haru haru keoganeun naemam
Niga motddaraolkkabwa
Kireul ilheul kkabwa
Kyeote ineun ni soneul kkok jabke dwae

Shashalal Shashalala Hey my, be my girl
Shashalal Shashalala in my heart, yeongweonhi meomulrojwo

Ashwiun maeumingeol, ashwiun maeumingeol
Kyeote isseodo eonjena keuriungeol
Hey my girl, yuri cheoreom naegen bulanhan maeumingeol
Ashwiun maeumingeol, ashwiun maeumingeol
Kyeote isseodo eonjena keuriungeol
Hey my girl, idaero neol pumane dago shipo

Ashwiun maeumingeol, ashwiun maeumingeol
Kyeote isseodo eonjena keuriungeol
Hey my girl, yuri cheoreom naegen bulanhan maeumingeol
Ashwiun maeumingeol, ashwiun maeumingeol
Kyeote isseodo eonjena keuriungeol
Hey my girl, idaero neol pumane dago shipo

Do you know - Someday

Nan haessare nuni busin
Singgeureon achimi omyeon
Sarange nuneultteumyeo norael haeyo
Ojik geudae hanaman wihaeseo

For You~ I love you only you!
Seolleineun mam gadeukhae
Hyanggiroun keopiboda budeureoun
Nae sumgyeollo geudaereul boayo

Anayo geudaeneun neukkijyo geudaedo
Gaseumi malhago inneun sarangirangeollyo

Deullyeoyo ijeneun boayo ijeneun
Kkotboda deo areumdaun sujubeun maeumeul

Nal barabwayo naui soneul kkok jabayo
Haengbokhan gibunijyo nunbusin unmyeongijyo
Sarangui hyanggie misojieoyo

Nan barami bureo omyeon
Salmyeosi du nuneul gamgo
Saranghae jumuncheoreom soksagyeoyo
Ireon naemam neukkil su itdorok

Geudae naenuneul boayo
Seolleineun mam gadeukhae
Mabeopgateun kiseucheoreom ttasaroun
Naui maeumeul ijeneun boayo

Anayo geudaeneun neukkijyo geudaedo
Gaseumi malhago inneungeon sarangirangeollyo

Deullyeoyo ijeneun boayo ijeneun
Kkotboda deo areumdaun sujubeun maeumeul

Oroji nan geudaemaneul saranghamnida

Nan yaksokhaeyo uri soneul kkok georeoyo
Haengbokhan gibunijyo nunbusin unmyeongijyo
Sarangui hyanggie chwihaeboayo yeongwonhi~

Anayo geudaeneun neukkijyo geudaedo
Gaseumi malhago inneungeon sarangirangeollyo

Deullyeoyo ijeneun boayo ijeneun
Kkotboda deo areumdaun sujubeun maeumeul

Oroji nan geudaemaneul saranghamnida

Latest Update part 3

Currently at home now.....So tired and just want to rest.....

Let see last saturday around 11am till 1pm I was at the Baiduri Master Charity Golf........It was OK... There was a lot of people there playing golf.....Including a friend and one my relative too....... Its was also quite interesting to see people and they "perangi" hahahaha.....

At home contiue watching korean drama on tv and online at mysoju.com.....

Next update....Thanks fie......... :-D


Planing to have a half day tomorrow afternoon.....Too tired......I was actually planing to take it today but i have to cancel and change it for tomorrow.


Wa.wa.wa.wa.wa.wa.

Latest Update part 2

Sorry.....I been a bit busy lately.......Let see what is new......0307 recently message me cause i missed call him during the wee hours yesterday.......He ask what i was doing up so late........I told him that i was watching korean drama online....And he ask back a question that really hurt my feeling......I reply back by saying "Do you want me to scream at you?" and i ask him back if he want me to do what ever he said to me in the second message......Which he just reply "K... Bye2"

Like what the HELL........I was hurt that was all he message.....And i told him that if that i how he doesn't want me again....He might as well just say it out loud that he doesn't want me.....He reply for the last time by just saying "Relax, Kidnap krg" and that was it......Silent again from him......Seriously i don't know where i stand with him.....Erm....


Anyway I'm being kidnap tomorrow at 11am till 1pm for a charity golf...Hahahahaha...Like OMG...Hahahahaha....
To be continue........