Fasting 2010

It's now September 2010...... There are few more days left for the fasting month.... A lot have happen during the course of this year..... My one and only 1st cousin of my dad side had pass away in Feb 2010... It's quite sad that he no longer with us here on earth but we know that he is in a better place now.......
My 1st thought went my mami woke me up that very morning is that I couldn't believe what i was hearing..... I didn't expected that he was to go 1st before the elders in the family....During that morning till night...reality hasn't sank in yet...... cause the 1st night of the tahil i was half expecting he to walk out of the door and join us "Lepak2" after the function was over just leaving the immediate family outside the house just like every time we had "Makan2".... But nothing is going to bring him back to life.... I feel sad for my aunt and uncle as my late cousin was the only child....... We miss you!!!! Al-Fatihah................


Right now i feel quite stress & unappreciated as it is with my life.... I feel like i want to jump out of the window....Seriously no one will miss me if i die now......Argh.....