Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Fasting 2010

It's now September 2010...... There are few more days left for the fasting month.... A lot have happen during the course of this year..... My one and only 1st cousin of my dad side had pass away in Feb 2010... It's quite sad that he no longer with us here on earth but we know that he is in a better place now.......
My 1st thought went my mami woke me up that very morning is that I couldn't believe what i was hearing..... I didn't expected that he was to go 1st before the elders in the family....During that morning till night...reality hasn't sank in yet...... cause the 1st night of the tahil i was half expecting he to walk out of the door and join us "Lepak2" after the function was over just leaving the immediate family outside the house just like every time we had "Makan2".... But nothing is going to bring him back to life.... I feel sad for my aunt and uncle as my late cousin was the only child....... We miss you!!!!
Al-Fatihah................


Right now i feel quite stress & unappreciated as it is with my life.... I feel like i want to jump out of the window....Seriously no one will miss me if i die now......Argh.....

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Latest Update.....

Latest update from me after so long being away.....

1. My old laptop had finally died on me after 5 years being with me.
2. Bought a new laptop. MACBOOK..... quite happy with it now.
3. Bought a new bed frame and mattress
4. Quite busy at work.
5. Had my 1 weeks of leave.
6. Waiting for bonus

7. Wishing for :-
  • IPOD NANO 5th - Pink or Purple.
  • Sony cyber shot camera
  • Getting more item for my new baby like LCD protector, Hard shell, Sleeve bag
  • Waiting to go have a holiday

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Update ~~~September

Wow~~~~It been a while that i update my blog...... Cause there is not much update to put in my blog......
Anyway this month is quite interesting.....Hahaha...... Later i will update again.....Hahahaha...

Monday, August 17, 2009

TERIMA KASIH CINTA - AFGAN

Tersadar didalam sepiku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Ouuwwww...
Ouuwwww...

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku oouuwww
Kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Monday, July 20, 2009

Sweet Dreams -Beyonce

Turn the lights on

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes I'm going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high

I wish that when I wake up you're there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Tattoo your name across my heart so it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you

Saturday, July 18, 2009

JUNE ~~ JULY UPDATE

Wow......It's been a while that i haven't blog in what i have been doing lately........


A lot has been going on in my life.....Either personal and non-personal..... For example of non-personal....A while back my Hp headphone die on me....And last night my Hp charger needle tip has break after falling on the floor from my bed......Like damn......Where in the F***ing hell can i get budget to buy it....So in the end i had to take back the charger that i had left in the office back with me......I don't know what to do........

For example for personal.......There a quite a number of things that happen....But i don't really have the mood to say what it is............One thing is that it's quite boring........



To be continue..............

Friday, June 12, 2009

Plans for next week...And so on.......

I'm going to start my leave next week.....Just from 15 June 2009 till 20 June 2009.....Will be back to work 22 June 2009....... Plans that i made are going to the dentist on the 16 June 2009 @ 2pm.... The rest of the week is still under plan....Go by ears......Hehehehehe.....


Anyway ever since 0307 silent so quite some time....It really sadden me that this is how it end between me and him.... I just walk away and he doesn't bother talking to me or messaging me.......


Ever since this a lot of guys want to be friends with me....Erm...That complicated from the look of it......One guy already propose to me after getting to know for a few days....Like W-T-H with this picture.....Hahaha....Like he doesn't really give time to really get to know him......Dont know how......There is a other guy too....This is willing to give me time to get to know him first rather jumping to the proposal.....And Also there is a other one too..Same thing......Erm.......One call me bby or beb or syg.... the other is calling me princess or my name and the other is calling me syg.....Erm...This is quite a complicating thing...Hahahaha.....Damn......Someone help me...........